I can’t believe this book has been out since February, and I am just now reading it. Don’t make the same mistake! Run, don’t walk, to your nearest library or bookstore and get a copy. It is so good. This book is perfect for any teen that has been going through a rough patch. I know I liked it so much partly because I have a had a little bit of darkness in my past. The story may be a bit controversial at times, but life can be controversial at times. This book is tough, raw, and serious. I think teens crave that though.
Suicide is a tough subject. Of course it is. But this book tackles it with a wonderful sense of tenderness and just a touch of humor. Obviously death is forever, or at least as far as we know. But for teens Aysel and Roman, the protagonists in this story, it seems like a better option than their current living situations. Okay, so you have two teens who are hurting, and looking for a solution. They just happen to be a boy and a girl…one might think that they could help each other cope, make things better…but from a depressed person’s perspective, that is near impossible. Here is where Jasmine Warga did a stupendous job with reality. She chose not to follow the well-beaten path, and instead forged ahead with the original story, which if you have read anything at all about this book you know, is suicide.
I loved getting to know both Aysel and Roman. I wanted to cheer them on, but at the same time, it felt like I would be killing them if I did that. This book reminded me a lot of Leila Sales’ This Song Will Save Your Life, and that is a very high compliment. I think this book might help to open a lot of readers’ eyes to struggles that teens presently face.
Content Analysis:
Profanity/Language: 3 religious exclamations; 6 mild obscenities; 13 scatological words; 4 anatomical terms; 6 F-Word derivatives.
Violence/Gore: A child is reported to have drowned in a bathtub by accident; a murder is referred to; man is a convicted murderer; characters discuss and plan suicide.
Sex/Nudity: Minor refers to sex life; sex is implied to have occurred between two minors; minors kiss.
Mature Subject Matter:
Murder, suicide, personal crises, underage drinking, crime.
Alcohol / Drug Use:
Beer is drunk by adults; minors drink wine.


